Copyright 2012 Nouk Sanchez
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Presently I am learning a great deal about real healing. Let me share another example of the miracle translating to the physical level. Around 9 months ago I noticed a lesion on my leg and thought it looked like a sun spot; a kind of solar keratosis (from too much sun damage). As the summer unfolded, this spot began to grow rapidly and I felt a familiar pang of fear as the ego warned me this could be a form of skin cancer. Guilt reared its ugly head again as I recalled my many years of bathing in the hot Australian sun.
I have had a few of these sun spots removed by a doctor before, however this one was the biggest and fastest growing of them all. I couldn’t help but recognize my sudden spike of fear over this, however I soon remembered exactly what this kind of fearful situation was really made for. And that was to take my fear, my mistaken perception to Spirit and to exchange it for the miracle instead.
My process was to first recognize that I was in fear. I asked myself what my greatest fear was and in that moment it was suffering and death. So I looked at the idea of suffering and death with Spirit as I took this deeply within. I saw quickly that pain or death AND God’s Love were mutually exclusive. Only one was true. So I consciously reminded myself that my fear of pain and death was totally ungrounded. After all, it was not God’s Will for me and I wanted only to join with God’s Will. I remembered that I was safe in my mindful awareness of and gratitude for God’s Love as my Holy Self.
I was also aware of the ego’s game of denial. So another step in this process is acceptance. We cannot forgive (heal) something that we remain in denial of. We must be willing to accept the appearance of the problem and our fearful reaction to it. Yet we do this with Spirit. We will recognize Spirit’s presence because our fear will dissipate or vanish and our original ‘belief’ in the problem as a threat, will also be weakened. There will be no judgment or self-judgment as we gaze upon our fear with Spirit. Only an instant of suspended doubt is required for the miracle to replace and heal our misguided perception.
The biggest contributor to unconscious guilt, and therefore to our unconscious attraction to random acts of self-attack, is our obsession with making decisions alone, independently from Spirit. In my own experience I see a pattern. When I mindlessly take my life too seriously, while independently attempting to sustain or protect myself or another, I leave my Self. And when I leave my Self, I abandon God’s Love.
In this state I am indeed a prime target for random bouts of unconscious self-attack by the ego. The need to control myself, my body, others and the world, are expressions of my unconscious guilt as I partially recognize that while I run my life independently from Spirit, then I must secretly believe I separated from God and that I am guilty. And my guilt over this will surely manifest in different forms of attack. Yet all attack is self-attack.
In July of 2012 I sincerely accepted Atonement (miracle) for the appearance of this lesion. And I just ‘knew’ that my perception had been healed so I was sure that the lesion would heal as well. After all, the cause in my mind was never separate from its effect in the body or the world. Heal the cause? And the effect must follow, right? Otherwise there would be a fatal flaw in God’s Plan. Note: For the Forgiveness/Atonement Process go to: https://takemetotruth.org/nouks-blog/the-seven-essential-principles-in-quantum-forgiveness/
If the cause was truly healed (guilt) but the effect remained, then that would mean that cause and effect were separate and that ideas DO leave their source. In other words, that even though the cause (source) of the problem is healed in my mind, the effects (symptoms) would remain separate and unhealed as if they were independent of their real cause in my mind.
And while that may appear to occur at times, it could only be because I am still too fearful of the miracle translating to the level of form. So I will unconsciously block it. That is why sometimes it takes patience in the illusion of time, before we actually see the effects of the miracle. As our trust in Love increases, we will see time collapsing in this regard.
Anyway, around 2 months after my Atonement prayer, the lesion had not healed. In fact it had grown even more. I nearly buckled at that particular spike of fear. But my inner guidance was to keep taking every scrap of fear to Spirit over this. And to listen to fear-less guidance within rather than to the fearful shrieks of the ego. This is real trust. As I said previously, I just ‘knew’ that the guilty cause of the lesion had already been healed. And that all I was seeing with my body’s eyes now, was the ego’s tempting ‘appearance’ calling on me to respond with fear.
“We will not be misled today by what appears to us as sick. We go beyond appearances today and reach the source of healing, from which nothing is exempt. We will succeed to the extent to which we realize that there can never be a meaningful distinction made between what is untrue and equally untrue. Here there are no degrees, and no beliefs that what does not exist is truer in some forms than others. All of them are false, and can be cured because they are not true.” W-140.9.
More than 3 months went by. I found that all my concern about the lesion had dropped away entirely. And for the last month I totally took my focus away from it, reminding myself that I had surrendered this body’s purpose and health to Spirit. Therefore the body was no longer my personal responsibility. This body belonged to Spirit and my sole responsibility was to let Spirit run it from now on. And what a relief that was!
Last week after taking a shower I couldn’t help but notice something was missing on my leg. The lesion had fallen away entirely. No scar, no redness, not a single sign that it ever existed. It just vanished into thin air leaving not one shred of evidence. I was astonished. I sat on my bed and stared at my perfect lesion-less skin. And I must confess I was tempted to awe for a moment. And then? I felt tears of gratitude and joy welling up inside of me. Of course…healing is ALWAYS consistent as long as I maintain consistent trust in God’s Love as my Holy Self.
“The acceptance of sickness as a decision of the mind, for a purpose for which it would use the body, is the basis of healing. And this is so for healing in all forms. A patient decides that this is so, and he recovers. If he decides against recovery, he will not be healed. Who is the physician? Only the mind of the patient himself. The outcome is what he decides that it is. Special agents seem to be ministering to him, yet they but give form to his own choice. He chooses them in order to bring tangible form to his desires. And it is this they do, and nothing else. They are not actually needed at all. The patient could merely rise up without their aid and say, “I have no use for this.” There is no form of sickness that would not be cured at once.” M-5.II.2.
“What is the single requisite for this shift in perception? It is simply this; the recognition that sickness is of the mind, and has nothing to do with the body. What does this recognition “cost”? It costs the whole world you see, for the world will never again appear to rule the mind. For with this recognition is responsibility placed where it belongs; not with the world, but on him who looks on the world and sees it as it is not.” M-5.II.3:1-5
Your reality will obey either the laws of the ego, or the Laws of God; depending upon which you commit your allegiance to.
Nouk’s Forgiveness Prayer:
“Spirit, please help me to forgive myself for having unknowingly used___(person, pain, sickness, depression, financial scarcity, anger, self doubt, etc.,)______to attack myself and to separate from You as my Holy Self.”
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