Copyright 2013 Nouk Sanchez
Let’s remember that all beliefs we have are prayers in themselves. And when the bulk of our unconscious fears lie un-relinquished with the ego, then these are the prayers that will manifest. We may consciously desire a physical healing but unconsciously, the “cost” of a spontaneous miracle is deemed too great a price to pay.
For example if you were instantaneously healed by the miracle, it would probably cost you your whole world view. Your entire belief system would be challenged greatly. And you would have to recognize that the body and world have never been done to you, you were never a victim of them. You’d have to acknowledge the fact that the body and world were (and always are) being done by you.
If you desire a physical healing but you reject the certain deconstruction of all your beliefs and values, then your underlying prayer would be answered; which is to keep the real cause of the problem untouched. In your prayer, all you would be really asking for is for an ego “symptom” (form of suffering) to be removed; however unconsciously you would prefer to keep the underlying cause of suffering intact which is the ego’s guilt and fear. Hence this is not a call for true healing at all. That is why when you ask for healing of the body (or any other form of suffering) you’re not requesting anything. You are asking for the impossible, for Spirit to eliminate an illusory symptom of the ego that does not exist. And that is why, regardless of the symptoms, it is only ever your wrong-minded perception that requires healing.
“Let us suppose, then, that what you ask of the Holy Spirit is what you really want, but you are still afraid of it. Should this be the case, your attainment of it would no longer [be] what you want. This is why certain specific forms of healing are not achieved, even when the state of healing is. An individual may ask for physical healing because he is fearful of bodily harm. At the same time, if he were healed physically, the threat to his thought system might be considerably more fearful to him than its physical expression. In this case he is not really asking for release from fear, but for the removal of a symptom that he himself selected. This request is, therefore, not for healing at all.” T-9.II.2.
Note: For the Forgiveness/Atonement process, go to: https://takemetotruth.org/nouks-blog/the-seven-essential-principles-in-quantum-forgiveness/
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